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Monday, January 18, 2010

The new AmeeTRaJ .




I might look the same as in the frame ,
Or even have the old name ,
But my heart is never the same ,
Its a whole new complete game
A M E E T R A J


Sunday, January 17, 2010

Restoran nasi kandar shaaz ! (KEDEKUT)



Damn , this restaurant is such a bloody stingy piece of crap.
Just imagine the normal maggi goreng you get at your local restaurants ,
This restaurant shaaz , it just gives HALF of what you usually get LOL .
Its like 4 times you use your fucking fork . hahaha
Nasi goreng pulak , more like nasi cawan .
So little .... ish ish.
What the fuck la rite .
I dont give a double fuck on it , its on my black list now ;)
Just wanted to share my experience there with you guys ,
Have a nice day peepz ;)

Friday, January 15, 2010

The alcoholic


Once you try it
You'll always want it
It may taste bitter
But by time , it gets sweeter

A girl might dump you
But alcohol never leaves you
It relieves you like panadol
That is why we drink alcohol

You might call me shit
But i dont care even a lil bit
Yes alcoholic i am
And i dont give a damn

One shot of tequila
You make me a killa
One stab in my heart
You got me a broken heart

lalala alcoholic i am , try stopping me if you can
Peace and have a nice day ;)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

About a girl . . .

A girl , a girl that i like .
I'm not going to mention her name
And it may sound lame
But let it be.

She's the only one that i love so much
And the only one that i've loved that much
But she just doesn't seem to be interested
Although how much i try and tried

Been months since i confessed
Still no signs that its gonna work
And i keep waiting
And keep trying

Everyone tells me to move on
And i reply , is moving on the only option?
Today i feel like asking her again
And i hope i don't feel pain

And i actually asked for the answer for my question
Which was my only way or option
I also dint give up fast this time
I was so determined to make her understand

I had answer for every of her reasons
Her excuses , i had solutions
I hope that something actually entered her head
That's the only thing that i believe in , hope.

Hope is all that's left . . . .



Damn that was seriously lame =.=




A song

Listen , i regret

Listen and don't say a word yet,
Try remembering the day we met ,
How you felt around me ? The memories we shared,
Recalling that once upon a time , you really cared,

Thinking about how we parted , So much i cried,
But please don't say a word , remember i never lied,
That i told you honestly why we were about to split,
But now i'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit ,

The pain was unbearable for so many years,
I'll never forget all the uncontrollable tears,
I am content with what I've got,
I am beginning to forget what I have not.


You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,

Some happy memories that you gave me I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.


Listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.


Better to not doing it , then regretting something later .
But its nice and being honest after a while is good .
Anyway im not in this situation ya .
Have a nice day ;)



Exams sucks =)

Exams! Talking bout it , im having my mid-terms this week . Two down and another is on saturday . Why and what is exams created for? For me they're created to see if someone actually learned something from those teachings done by teachers , lecturers and professors . Lame , but thats my view . Well let say , you're learning mechanical and you're gonna be a mechanic one day . You learned how to repair an engine but in your exam you cant answer it . That shows you might get someone killed next time , cause you failed and dont know the right way . Lame but yeah . BUT ! , studying is boring =.=! I rather study something interesting .

Monday, January 11, 2010

LOVE !





Love
, it has its own goods and bads about it . I have many "?" like :

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?

Love love love , falling in love is easy , forgetting that once you were in love is very the hard .

I hate this kinda case, you love someone and that person is like not giving you her/his answer . Thats like making someone feel stupid . You like you say it , you dont like , let that person go gently . No one has the right to make someone wait . Thats mean and not LOVE .


This is nice ..... and this is for someone , you know who you are .

Just Friends?

by LeAnNe

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.